Just blew it.. She asked me out and I carefully declined because of work.
When will I learn that somethings can’t be put off? When will I learn to treasure the time offered and given?
Maybe that’s why people are drawing away. I’m feeling the pinch.
I just hope she knows me well enough to stay. I would want her to..
I need to get back in shape and start earning the trust of those I care for.
Otherwise I’m undeserving.
Tue, 3 Dec 13,23:08
I have been thinking a lot about the friends I have around me and how my life revolves around different people.
It’s been hurting talking to a few. I’m not sure if I want to continue. But ah wells. You don’t choose your friendship. You make them.
I just wish the 2 dears would be less of walls and barriers and more of humans and hearts. I feel safer that way. I’d trust them with mine.
Please. I don’t wanna lose you guys.
Tue, 3 Dec 13,08:28
Sat, 30 Nov 13,12:35
Eventful morning indeed.
With all the spirals and twists and turns these days. Exhausting at times.
But I’m growing, I’m learning and I’m concluding.
Today I know, from now on, I will have a threshold. I will have a limit.
From today on, I’m independent.
Sun, 24 Nov 13,10:52
Haven’t been tumblr-ing for so long I almost forgot how my tumblr looks like.
I wonder why I’m still awake. At times like these, I think too much and everything tugs at the seams of my world, threatening to tear it apart if I do anything wrong.
I wonder if I’m even living sometimes. And sometimes, what I’m living for.
I think I need a break from school and studies to calm my mind down. It could use some R&R and some soaking in the world.
Time to sleep. My eyes are so bloodshot. I’ll probably be late tomorrow. Again.
The heart aches and longs, the brain cautions.
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Some girl living in a big world, hoping to find her way through this maze someday..
Wishing upon shooting stars and waiting for miracles
I don't deserve happiness.
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